change/alter/transform: to become different

i realised that when people fall in love,
they tend to change for their loved one.
change to suit the likings of their loved one.
and this evolution is not brought about by force or
blackmail nor by pressure.
humans alter our behaviour, dressing, eating habits etc.
to make the ones we love happier.
and in turn, when they are happy, we're happy too.
i am no different.
i change, not for your sake. but for mine.
i change because i want to be happy when i see you happy.

changes can be good or bad.
C says its up to me to dress whatever i want.
BUT XING ZHI DU MING.
i agree that sometimes i do dress outrageously.
and i know, its my fault for not telling you that i clubbed.
i didnt know you were waiting. i'm sorry babe.
you HAVE TO forgive me after making me
drink the black thingy wingy and CARROT soup.
-COUGHS-

it irks me to make C being disappointed in me.
i wanna be purr-fecto for him.
but the clubbing image isnt doing me any good.
gotta get a change of wardrobe.
maybe its just another excuse to shop. BAHHH.
should just bring C to shop with me
i think it would all be just WINTER WEAR
that i'm gonna buy. cover from head to toes!
HAHA.


/its like magic when i'm with you.